我父親也是剛走不到半年,所以你的心情我懂....
父親因腦溢血走的很突然,雖然走的沒有痛苦,但也太過突然的讓我們無法接受這個劇變...
呼吸管是我拔的,火葬的按鈕是我按的...
在家人面前我必須強忍難過,在母親面前我不敢掉眼淚,在妻小面前我得打起精神...
但夜深人靜或一個人獨處時,我會崩潰哭的不能自己....
在寫父親的略歷時,我才了解,原來我ㄧ點都不了解我父親...
在收集照片製作紀念photo VCD時才發現他的照片少的可憐...
我想收集資料,寫些文章紀念他,但在鍵盤前,眼淚成災,卻一個字也打不出來...
連現在,才寫沒幾個字,就已經要拿衛生紙擦眼淚了..
所以我現在都不敢再想起他,想過陣子心情更平復了再說....

一首歌跟你分享....
保重........

【Our Farewell】
演唱：Within Temptation

In my hands
A legacy of memories
I can hear you say my name
I can almost see your smile
Feel the warmth of your embrace
But there is nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

Never thought
This day would come so soon
We had no time to say goodbye
How can the world just carry on?
I feel so lost when you are not at my sight
But there's nothing but silence now
Around the one I loved
Is this our farewell?

Sweet darling you worry too much, my child
See the sadness in your eyes
You are not alone in life
Although you might think that you are

So sorry your world is tumbling down
I will watch you through these nights
Rest your head and go to sleep
Because my child, this is not our farewell.
This is not our farewell.